I'm More Then A Flossy Girl, More Like A String Of Pearls.

So boy you better come down.
Cause i have 10 on my left tryin' get me at the disco,
20 on the right tryin' to take me to a rock show,
30 in the back tryin' harder.
And the list goes on and on and on and on.


Sometimes..Even though i have known this boy for the last 6 years and we are close friends and he thinks he has the right to touch me when he pleases. I think not. I know he means nothing by it, he does it in a joking manner. But what part of don't touch me doesnt he understand..? Am i not being clear enough in my seemingly reasonable request.. Well he obviously didn't get the hint today and i slapped him.. Made me feel better. (:

Standing there by the broken tree, Her hands were all twisted, she was pointing at me.

She spoke with a voice that disrupted the sky.
She said 'Walk on over yeah to the bit of shade,
I will wrap you in my arms and you'll know you've been saved'
Let me sign, let me sign, can't fight the devil so just let me sign



Is it wrong to feel jealous? Sometimes i just wish i could keep certain things just to myself, and not share them with anyone else.. Let down and disapointed is something i have been feeling lately. People i used to know every little detail about and used to hangout with all them all time are people i barely take a passing glance at in the hallways now. Friendship is a two way street. And i'm tired or trying to drive my car down both sides. I can't do everything.It's a give and take relationship...Isn't it..? Or are my expectations over realistic..?

I've got a sick obsession, I'm seeing it in my dreams...

Won't listen to any advice, mamma's telling me to think twice
But left to my own devices i'm addicted its a crisis


This week has been interesting to say the least.
Have you ever played Cupid between two people and end up realizing you like the guy? Should i continue getting them together or start focusing on me and my needs. If i did that would it make me a bad person...

Oh, you can't help that. Most everyone's mad here,You may have noticed that I'm not all there myself.

"What kind of a garden do you come from?
Oh, I don't come from any garden.
Do you suppose she's a wildflower? "

What she is:

Angry
Tired
Hopeful
Broken
Outgoing
Sad
Jealous
Sneaky
Outspoken
Stubborn
Moody
Loyal
Quiet
Loud
Shy
Flirty
Scared
Adventurous
Good listener
Singer
Dancer
Artist
Misunderstood

How can all of this jumbled mess manage to squeeze its self in to a 5'6 girl?
The world may never know..