Imma Be a Busy Bee....

A bee is never as busy as it seems; it's just that it can't buzz any slower.


Well, Senior year has started. I have been totaly swamped. I work 5 days a week and go to school alll day. Well, June 5th couldn't come fast enough. Then it's a little thing called College. eek. Well lunch is around the corner, so i need to go. hopefully i can be back on here soon..

Hot Mess

You were a problem child
Been grounded your whole life
So now you're runnning wild
Playing with them good girls
No that aint your style
You think your hot shit
And I love it, I love it
Yeah, yeah
stumbling but yeah,
you're still looking hella fine
Keep doing what you're doing and I'm gonna make you mine.

Well, for those of you who don't know this is a song by cobra starship & it has officially made my list of top 20 favorite songs. It has also inspired me to get a tattoo at some point in my life that looks like this. (hint-click ther link) http://i41.tinypic.com/2dqva1e.jpg anyways just a thought & if i decided i didn't like it.. well hell it's on the insde of my lip no one will see it! (: Summer is going pretty well, i work 6 days a week, so i am mostly exhausted. i do plan on basking in the suns glory today to keep up my tan!

Ransom Notes Keep Falling Out Your Mouth, Midsweet Talk, Newspaper Word Cut-Outs.

Speak No Feeling, No I Don't Believe You. You Don't Care A Bit, No You Don't Care A Bit.

I can't believe how many fake people surround me. And how many of them i claim as a best friend. It's pathetic, well hell. I'm pathetic for choosing to be friends with them still. Why are us girls like that? Why can we act like we are best friends with someone and then five seconds later, talk shit behind their back? I wish we were more like guys in the respect, throw a punch, get it over with and then go back to being friends. Why is it so socially unacceptable for a girl to throw a punch, I mean the crap that we talk is equally if not more hurtful.

I Could Really Use A Wish Right Now.

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?

Sometimes i wish that things were different. I wish i was a different, better person.I hate being a disappointment. But yet it's hard to change the habits that hae been set in stone. I wonder if we will ever advance enough in technology to time travel. I would definatly appreciate a handy tool like that....

You're Such A BackStabber!

Girl, your such a backstabber,
taking and twisting it down your so manipulating
Run your mouth more than everyone I've ever known
And everybody knows it
Girl Talk talk
your looking like a lunatic


I'm pissed. Like Legit pissed. Have you ever gotten so angry it just ruins your whole day and makes you almost cry at the smallest things? Yeah, well, today was that day for me. My friend, who so graciously stole the last guy i was talking to is now on the prowl for my new guy. Nice friend right? She came to work yesterday talking about some guy she had hung out with 3 times last week. And she kept wanting me to guess who it was and saying i was gonna be so jealous, i finally guessed the guy i have been talking to and i was right. She then proceeded to tell me they hooked up. AND SHE KNEW THE WHOLE TIME I HAVE LIKED HIM!!! It was like she was bragging to me about hooking up with a guy i liked! Is it wrong to feel like hitting her...? >:/

I'm More Then A Flossy Girl, More Like A String Of Pearls.

So boy you better come down.
Cause i have 10 on my left tryin' get me at the disco,
20 on the right tryin' to take me to a rock show,
30 in the back tryin' harder.
And the list goes on and on and on and on.


Sometimes..Even though i have known this boy for the last 6 years and we are close friends and he thinks he has the right to touch me when he pleases. I think not. I know he means nothing by it, he does it in a joking manner. But what part of don't touch me doesnt he understand..? Am i not being clear enough in my seemingly reasonable request.. Well he obviously didn't get the hint today and i slapped him.. Made me feel better. (:

Standing there by the broken tree, Her hands were all twisted, she was pointing at me.

She spoke with a voice that disrupted the sky.
She said 'Walk on over yeah to the bit of shade,
I will wrap you in my arms and you'll know you've been saved'
Let me sign, let me sign, can't fight the devil so just let me sign



Is it wrong to feel jealous? Sometimes i just wish i could keep certain things just to myself, and not share them with anyone else.. Let down and disapointed is something i have been feeling lately. People i used to know every little detail about and used to hangout with all them all time are people i barely take a passing glance at in the hallways now. Friendship is a two way street. And i'm tired or trying to drive my car down both sides. I can't do everything.It's a give and take relationship...Isn't it..? Or are my expectations over realistic..?

I've got a sick obsession, I'm seeing it in my dreams...

Won't listen to any advice, mamma's telling me to think twice
But left to my own devices i'm addicted its a crisis


This week has been interesting to say the least.
Have you ever played Cupid between two people and end up realizing you like the guy? Should i continue getting them together or start focusing on me and my needs. If i did that would it make me a bad person...

Oh, you can't help that. Most everyone's mad here,You may have noticed that I'm not all there myself.

"What kind of a garden do you come from?
Oh, I don't come from any garden.
Do you suppose she's a wildflower? "

What she is:

Angry
Tired
Hopeful
Broken
Outgoing
Sad
Jealous
Sneaky
Outspoken
Stubborn
Moody
Loyal
Quiet
Loud
Shy
Flirty
Scared
Adventurous
Good listener
Singer
Dancer
Artist
Misunderstood

How can all of this jumbled mess manage to squeeze its self in to a 5'6 girl?
The world may never know..